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Sunday, January 27, 2013 @ 7:55 AM
HELLO peoples.
First post for 2013, sorry for not updating my blog.
Kinda busy this year. Tuition, school, activities, outings and more.
Anyways, just pray for me, hope 2013 will be a better year than 2012.
No arguments, no tears, no dramas, no enemies.
Well, I'm crying right now. Don't ask me why, just continue read this.
My dear baby boy, thanks for not leaving me.
Problems are slowly pop out between us.
I'm sorry if you think that I don't trust you or whatever.
Listen, I do trust you okay? I trust you with all my heat, my soul.
But one thing, I'm a girl. I'm just a normal girl.
I'll get jealous, I'll feel insecure, I over thinking and etc.
Yea, other than sorry I really don't know what to say anymore.
It's not I don't care, NO. I care too much.
I'm really scare that we're gonna be strangers one day.
I don't want that to happen. So sometimes I choose to hide my feelings.
I know you tried your best to calm me down, cheer me up.
I know you're really tired of doing all these again and again.
But it's okay, I don't blame you.
Is all my fault, I know it. I'll try my best to change.
Just now I thought we're gonna be friends, but thank god that didn't happen.
Babe, I really do trust you. You didn't hurt me.
You didn't do anything bad to me.
Just like what I said, I'm a girl, I'll feel insecure.
You're too perfect to me, many girls go around you and etc.
I just scare you'll dump me like how my ex did to me.
I'm really scare. I already get used to it, that you're my in life.
Someone who will cheer me up even when he's not in a good mood.
Someone who will bring me out when I'm bored.
Someone who will never leave when I need someone to talk to.
Someone who will never break his promises.
Someone who will only love me, yes only me.
That is Chiew Heng Jun. Babe, I'm sorry.
Sorry for everything. I created all the problems.
Sorry for not being a really good girlfriend.
Disappointed right? I know, I know.
I always want you to understand my feelings, but I didn't know how you feel.
You're always smiling when you talk to me.
I trust you, that's why I think that you're really happy.
But actually you're not. I'm giving you problems, stress and all those bullshits.
I really don't know what to say, other than sorry.
I'll try my best to make everything okay.
Sorry & ily.